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Welcome to our blog, Baby Rafael story plus
and this post, my life missed opportunities
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My life missed opportunities
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-Life has its own opportunities, sometimes they are good, and sometimes not so good. We might have also our own destiny.
My life missed opportunities
Dear readers, this post is the continuation of our
last post, my life story plus, where we were explaining that, I need to learn
how to write my life story properly. Anyhow, here I am telling you about my
life story, and all those life opportunities that I have missed during my life,
which sometimes make me a bit sad. At the same time, I would like to continue
to tell you my life story, because it makes me remember all the memories and
those experiences that have shaped my life, so let me tell you my own special
life story from the very beginning of my life, where I am going to tell you who
I am, where have I been where I am now and how I got here, and here and now
while I am writing my own life story in hub pages. I am writing this story
hoping that one day my family and friends might read my story and understand a
bit more about me, I know that this might be just a wishful thinking, because families
and friends usually don’t read their stories.
So, as I have said, I have decided to tell you my
own life story, because of something that has happened to me recently during my
life; you see this something has pushed me to start writing many things
including my own life story, so this is also the reason why I am writing now.
You see, now that I am in my early sixties, and therefore I am in the later
part of my life span. I have to say that although I am an old man, and
therefore, experienced with life and with what life can throw at us, which
sometimes it can be rather bad; one of my latest experience has made me feel so
inadequate and frustrated lately, for not being able to reach out and make
happen, what I wanted so desperately to happen. And this is one of the reasons,
or perhaps the most important reason, why I have started to write my own life
story here and also go public in Hub Pages.
I have to say here also, that to be able to write
in Hub Pages and have my own article in a public place to be read from anybody,
it makes me feel proud of myself, since in my younger part of my life I have
never believed that I would be able to do that, even if I am doing it only in a
small way; this makes me feel that I have fought back that feeling of being
inadequate and now I feel more confident about myself, just because I am
writing my story in Hub Pages, but let us go back to my life story.
Anyhow, I have also to say that I have felt so many
other times that feeling of being inadequate during my life, which I believe
that it has been all because; I was put in a disadvantaged position when I was
young, and for that reason, I was not able to better myself to a satisfactory
standard at that time, which otherwise I would have been able to achieve if I
had the chance; so, these are my laments in this life story and these laments I
am telling you here-under. But at the same time, I am not doing this for sympathy,
so don’t feel sorry about me.
For these lost chances, I can’t blame anybody, and I can’t even blame my mother for putting me in such disadvantaged position, when I was very young, because she was forced from disastrous and tragic events beyond her control. So, I have come to the conclusion that I can only blame Fate, because it struck a terrible blow to our family when I was very young.
Therefore, if in my younger years, if I had been in a position to go to high school at least for a few more years, or perhaps as long as my capacity to learn was used to the maximum; Then I could have learned whatever they teach at school, and at the same time, because I would have been in a more social environment, I would have been able to improve my social and communication skills while I were at school, those skills which are so important to communicate well with the rest of the community.
Therefore, if I had acquired those social skills when I was young, I would have been accepted better socially, and I would have felt happier with myself, instead of feeling sometimes left out from the mainstream, and feeling concerned and isolated.
You see; if I would have had a chance to learn more at high school, then I would have learned more at the time when I was young, and from that extra education I could have been more successful later on in my life, because I could have used my acquired knowledge, and those social skills which I never had the chance to learn then, because if I had, I could have achieved better things and ripped more and better rewards from within this society that we are living in today, which seems to me that it is more and more demanding about these social aspect.
For these lost chances, I can’t blame anybody, and I can’t even blame my mother for putting me in such disadvantaged position, when I was very young, because she was forced from disastrous and tragic events beyond her control. So, I have come to the conclusion that I can only blame Fate, because it struck a terrible blow to our family when I was very young.
Therefore, if in my younger years, if I had been in a position to go to high school at least for a few more years, or perhaps as long as my capacity to learn was used to the maximum; Then I could have learned whatever they teach at school, and at the same time, because I would have been in a more social environment, I would have been able to improve my social and communication skills while I were at school, those skills which are so important to communicate well with the rest of the community.
Therefore, if I had acquired those social skills when I was young, I would have been accepted better socially, and I would have felt happier with myself, instead of feeling sometimes left out from the mainstream, and feeling concerned and isolated.
You see; if I would have had a chance to learn more at high school, then I would have learned more at the time when I was young, and from that extra education I could have been more successful later on in my life, because I could have used my acquired knowledge, and those social skills which I never had the chance to learn then, because if I had, I could have achieved better things and ripped more and better rewards from within this society that we are living in today, which seems to me that it is more and more demanding about these social aspect.
This is one of those things that has made me feel
sometimes inadequate, and it has followed me most of my life. You see, those
social skills that I have been talking about must be learned when one is young,
while frequenting high school and mixing with society around yourself, so that
these social skills would become part of oneself and therefore one can use them
to their own advantage all their lifelong. For me it was not like that at all
and most of those skills that we require in life I had to learn bit by bit the
hard way, the best way I could.
Anyhow, about this issue of feeling inadequate is
going to be written in one of our hubs called, Hello my world,
where I am going to sound like a rebel and break out of this life drawback in a
drastic way, where I will try to change my own way of thinking; but now let us
continue to follow our own ways, and our own destiny the way that we have
always done. So, in our next post let us talk about that, perhaps we have our
own destiny.
See you Soon.
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Baby Rafael story plus
My life missed opportunities
IS TO BE CONTINUED:
Next time with, perhaps we have our own destiny
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Baby Rafael story plus
My life missed opportunities
IS TO BE CONTINUED:
Next time with, perhaps we have our own destiny
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Some links from same author
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